wake me up when this all ends
i hate people, i hate drama, i just want to forget today, pretend it NEVER happend. not think about it. but i no that will not happen. kaylas a doll, she trusted me to take her car. i love her.
i dont like being mad at people, i dont like the "he said she said" crap.
GOD I FUCKING HATE DRAMA :-/
i need to go to boston, maybe alone in the day. take the train in or sumthin and just walk around, get thai food, sit on a bench, and write.
i honostly want to go home, to my house, to my bed, with my dog, but i cant, im not welcomed.
whatever...
i saw mike shiek tonight, i missed him, kayla christine and i stalked him down at work.
then we walked around the mall, for shits and giggles, kayla went to Hot Topic to look at stickers, i was talkin to kayla and said something about the smiths and makking a cool bag they should sell, and sum1 who worked there laughed at me b/c i like the smiths, i told him he looked stupid in his oh so trendy john deer trucker hat. he got defensive. i won.
Well i dont no wat to say.
i think im guna go.
i dont feel like writting in this thing right now.
i want sum1 here just to cuddle with and fall asleep in their arms.
but its not going to happen.
i want to walk. and not stop
i dont like being mad at people, i dont like the "he said she said" crap.
GOD I FUCKING HATE DRAMA :-/
i need to go to boston, maybe alone in the day. take the train in or sumthin and just walk around, get thai food, sit on a bench, and write.
i honostly want to go home, to my house, to my bed, with my dog, but i cant, im not welcomed.
whatever...
i saw mike shiek tonight, i missed him, kayla christine and i stalked him down at work.
then we walked around the mall, for shits and giggles, kayla went to Hot Topic to look at stickers, i was talkin to kayla and said something about the smiths and makking a cool bag they should sell, and sum1 who worked there laughed at me b/c i like the smiths, i told him he looked stupid in his oh so trendy john deer trucker hat. he got defensive. i won.
Well i dont no wat to say.
i think im guna go.
i dont feel like writting in this thing right now.
i want sum1 here just to cuddle with and fall asleep in their arms.
but its not going to happen.
i want to walk. and not stop