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i feel totally lost in life
i dnt no where to go or wat to do
i dnt feel i have ne1 to help me keep it together even tho thats total bullshit
i stayed at gemmas the last 2 nights.
my mom had a family party she didnt want me here to imbaras her
it hurts to think im not welcomed into my own house.
phil wants to hang out sunday.
i hope it happends
i miss him oh so much. even tho im having the worst luck the last few weeks and i have a feeling it wont happen
hes too cool for me.
but if we do hang out i want emily and phil to meet.
they seem to b way too close in personality for me for them not to meet
...but knowing my history with phil.
they prob. no eachother ... b/c phil nos EVERYONE
i need a day alone with paul.
well not a day
a few consecutive hours.
paul i dnt want nething to change.. i dnt want things to be werid.
b/c ill kick ur ass.
get it?
i dnt no wat to say
like i said
im lost
i need help
and i dnt no how to help myself
fuck
i dnt no where to go or wat to do
i dnt feel i have ne1 to help me keep it together even tho thats total bullshit
i stayed at gemmas the last 2 nights.
my mom had a family party she didnt want me here to imbaras her
it hurts to think im not welcomed into my own house.
phil wants to hang out sunday.
i hope it happends
i miss him oh so much. even tho im having the worst luck the last few weeks and i have a feeling it wont happen
hes too cool for me.
but if we do hang out i want emily and phil to meet.
they seem to b way too close in personality for me for them not to meet
...but knowing my history with phil.
they prob. no eachother ... b/c phil nos EVERYONE
i need a day alone with paul.
well not a day
a few consecutive hours.
paul i dnt want nething to change.. i dnt want things to be werid.
b/c ill kick ur ass.
get it?
i dnt no wat to say
like i said
im lost
i need help
and i dnt no how to help myself
fuck