so lonely
I feel so alone. This consumes me. It really does. Im so sick of this. Nothing has worked. Why do I deserve this? What did I do? What can I do? Everday it seems I keep slipping away. I just want to be normal. I don't understand why todd loves me. How could he? I am happy that someone stood by me, and did not leave me like the rest. I just want to be happy! I feel so alone. -jess-