All alone....
It's about 230am and im feeling a little better. I just wish all this would go away. Im just feeling so alone right now. Im chatting online with my bf because he is at his mom's house right now. Im sad that he is not here but i need to be alone. I need to face this, I need to get over this. Im feeling like im about to have a panic attack. I don't like to be alone. But i need to be. Does that make sence? I just get so scared and start to think about terribal things and I can't stop. It helps to write though. -jess-