Update.... let's get back on track, shall we?
"Your actions speak so loudly, I can't hear a word you say."
Well lately, I have been having a blast with life. Been hanging out with my wonderful friends, and making new ones at that. I love being single. I feel so free anymore. Like I don't have to be tied down, or have to worry about what mistakes I might make, because now the only person it effects, is myself. I haven't been 100 percent happy with myself though lately. Well just last night really. I did some things I'll probably regret later, but it was fun and intriguing at the time. I feel like I'm falling into the peer pressures of our society and I can't seem to stop myself anymore. I have the will power, just not enough. I haven't cared about things or how things go in a while. I guess I'm just so sick of high school and it's drama. I want to get out of it sooo bad. I feel like a 22 year old, trapped in a 16 year old's body. It really does suck, because nothing seems to make me really happy. I'm just waiting for something to come around and change that. Hopefully soon, because I'm not sure how much longer I can take this crap. My relationship with my friends however, is excellent. Couldn't possibly be better. I love just hanging with them. It truly is paradise in hell. Welp, I'm out of here. Later kiddos. Powderpuff practice is later tonight and I have tons to do before then. So later.
<33 Always,
Ashley