Aug 29, 2004 03:18
So will you think of me, when you hold her hand.
Asking yoursefl why. trying to understand.
Was it something you did was it something I said.
Things seemed fine and I still felt dead.
Im sorry i hurt you, i still fucking cry,
sometimes i think of you, and ask myself why?
Why did I do this, why did I go
Soetimes i think i do, but I never really know.
I always think about you, every fucking day,
I wish all of this pain would just go away.
I cant think of life before her name,
But now things arent the same.
Was she real did she know. that i loved her,
thats why i let her go. I dindt want to hurt her,
Or make her feel the pain, but it all seems a blurr
and i can still feel the rain. Watching you sit there
with her hand and not mine, i feel like im dying, running
out of time. So please try to forgive me, I only did what I had to,
But i dont think u can, and theres nothing i can do.
I said i was sorry, adn i cant say nothing more...
I can only show you what i feel, lying in blood, on the floor........