And when it's over..
So somtimes, I think i'd possibly be better off alone. I don't really knwo why. I seem to make things worse for anyone i canotact, im like a disease. Once you ahve me, i fuck your life up. So i odn't actually know what's going on with me but who the hell cares.
I can't tell anyone anything anymore, because most of it's bad. like idk, its def. weird, how i used to tell people everything, and now, i keep it to myself and i hide how i truly feel. its kind of stressing, knwoing how i feel but no one can help me? hmph!
On the brighter side, I guess you could say im "happy" artificially. There are things that make m e happy, and there are things that make me extremely sad.
1. Holli makes me happy no matter whats happening to me, and i miss her so fucking much,
2. Sometimes, just getting random texts form Kellie makes me day a bit better,a dn maybe hearing her voice, cuz she makes me smile.
3. Andy seems to be like the only oen who understands me like completely, and im glad i ahve him, idunno whqat id do wwithouot him!
Whatever, im sick, im going to bed. love u. bye
I can't tell anyone anything anymore, because most of it's bad. like idk, its def. weird, how i used to tell people everything, and now, i keep it to myself and i hide how i truly feel. its kind of stressing, knwoing how i feel but no one can help me? hmph!
On the brighter side, I guess you could say im "happy" artificially. There are things that make m e happy, and there are things that make me extremely sad.
1. Holli makes me happy no matter whats happening to me, and i miss her so fucking much,
2. Sometimes, just getting random texts form Kellie makes me day a bit better,a dn maybe hearing her voice, cuz she makes me smile.
3. Andy seems to be like the only oen who understands me like completely, and im glad i ahve him, idunno whqat id do wwithouot him!
Whatever, im sick, im going to bed. love u. bye