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unbelievably bored. but at least i'm drugged up and feeling relaxed, body-wise.
i guess more fluid developed in my lung, so they're gonna be sticking a chest tube into my side and flushing it all out. i'm not excited one bit. they drew out 10cc's yesterday with a tiny needle and that alone hurt like fuck. i really hope they give me some real good anesthesia. or just punch me into a coma.
my left arm is sore and bruised-ish and they're kinda running out of places to draw blood. more bruises on my belly from the blood thinning shot. not gonna lie, nor am i embarrassed, but it's pretty hard to wipe my ass! hair is uber oily and i'm probs gonna be covered in pimples when i'm through.
god, i hate this. all i want to do is crawl into a bed made of clouds and sleep forever.
so my sister and dad, and consequently, my mom said i should just withdraw this quarter and take the regular six weeks or whatever to properly recover. just gotta go talk with the school about nulling the $20 drop fees? i guess the transfer credits from bcc were quite handy, so i won't be feeling as far behind as i might've.
in other news, i can't eat or drink anything before the procedure, and i'm hungry as hellll ;_;.
what an incredible start to an incredible year.
i guess more fluid developed in my lung, so they're gonna be sticking a chest tube into my side and flushing it all out. i'm not excited one bit. they drew out 10cc's yesterday with a tiny needle and that alone hurt like fuck. i really hope they give me some real good anesthesia. or just punch me into a coma.
my left arm is sore and bruised-ish and they're kinda running out of places to draw blood. more bruises on my belly from the blood thinning shot. not gonna lie, nor am i embarrassed, but it's pretty hard to wipe my ass! hair is uber oily and i'm probs gonna be covered in pimples when i'm through.
god, i hate this. all i want to do is crawl into a bed made of clouds and sleep forever.
so my sister and dad, and consequently, my mom said i should just withdraw this quarter and take the regular six weeks or whatever to properly recover. just gotta go talk with the school about nulling the $20 drop fees? i guess the transfer credits from bcc were quite handy, so i won't be feeling as far behind as i might've.
in other news, i can't eat or drink anything before the procedure, and i'm hungry as hellll ;_;.
what an incredible start to an incredible year.