Just an Update--- then more
Yeah so it is early early on a monday morning. I am like a machine this weekend... I have put in 30+ hours of studying and I still got a few more. Just doing what I got to do. I am hoping for that 4.0 but i don't know if I will be able to pull that off... I always get a low enough grade on one test to where I get these frickin borderline A's at the end of the semester... the story of my college career so far...
I just don't think people get it.... most people don't anyways. School isn't something that can be taken lightly. Too really excel and do your best... be at the top... you have to work at it. A ton. Some careers are easier than others as well... Funny thing about my career, the worst has yet to come... I've heard stories about the CIA (certified internal auditing) program at LSU... it's pretty intense but thats why it is the top program in the world. So if you people thought I was non-existent now... just wait.
It sucks, but it has to be done. Give up a year or two to working your butt off so that you can be successful in life careers wise. I have other things in mind.... my future, my family. etc... I know that God will always provide for me, but that doesn't mean I don't have to work hard.
I think people just don't take the time to understand anymore. Understand why the other person acts the way they do in a certain situation. Something I have noticed over the years.
Come saturday... when finals are over... i don't know... it is like I am planning for God to really move in my life... i do this every break... and I always find myself getting lost it in all... wondering where the time went.
I think we all mistake emotional experiences for spiritual experiences... emotions come and go, but the spiritual effects eternity... it has a lasting affect. I did that a lot in the past... at times I wonder when God was really working in my life or when I was just being a silly kid caught in emotions. I don't want emotions... I want something deeper, something that can't be expressed in any words.
I think my journal a few weeks back talked about needing something that I didn't have, or once has but lost... but that I didn't know exactly how to get it... I think I am beginning to understand how to get it... gonna take a lot though.
I have a lot more to say... the positive side about not being sociable the past month is that I have had PLENTY of time to think about stuff... I got a lot on my mind and a lot to think out on this LJ thang once finals are over. I need to return to the books though. Peace out kiddos.
I just don't think people get it.... most people don't anyways. School isn't something that can be taken lightly. Too really excel and do your best... be at the top... you have to work at it. A ton. Some careers are easier than others as well... Funny thing about my career, the worst has yet to come... I've heard stories about the CIA (certified internal auditing) program at LSU... it's pretty intense but thats why it is the top program in the world. So if you people thought I was non-existent now... just wait.
It sucks, but it has to be done. Give up a year or two to working your butt off so that you can be successful in life careers wise. I have other things in mind.... my future, my family. etc... I know that God will always provide for me, but that doesn't mean I don't have to work hard.
I think people just don't take the time to understand anymore. Understand why the other person acts the way they do in a certain situation. Something I have noticed over the years.
Come saturday... when finals are over... i don't know... it is like I am planning for God to really move in my life... i do this every break... and I always find myself getting lost it in all... wondering where the time went.
I think we all mistake emotional experiences for spiritual experiences... emotions come and go, but the spiritual effects eternity... it has a lasting affect. I did that a lot in the past... at times I wonder when God was really working in my life or when I was just being a silly kid caught in emotions. I don't want emotions... I want something deeper, something that can't be expressed in any words.
I think my journal a few weeks back talked about needing something that I didn't have, or once has but lost... but that I didn't know exactly how to get it... I think I am beginning to understand how to get it... gonna take a lot though.
I have a lot more to say... the positive side about not being sociable the past month is that I have had PLENTY of time to think about stuff... I got a lot on my mind and a lot to think out on this LJ thang once finals are over. I need to return to the books though. Peace out kiddos.