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self-loathing hatred
you can have your friends back

god damn i'm retarded.
i can't wait to get out of this city.

i met a nice lady named jade on saturday.
i couldn't get past the small talk.
a few hours prior i had a conversation about how it sucks not being able to get past small talk.
it's hard when you're out of practice.
i don't know what the fuck to talk about...

- derke -