Nov 04, 2005 10:16
holy fuck, its been awhile...............
life is ...........um.......shit.....but good?
i just cant wait to leave for vietnam, 7 weeks to go!
i start my student mentoring on monday also, im relly looking foward to it.
my brothers been a total ass, he made up all this bullshit about me, lead my parents to believe i was head deep in debt, starving my self, suicidal, and not paying my way? WTF!?! all of it total bulshit.
he's going out of his way to make life difficult as possible before i leave, what a lowlife cunt!
im basically going to be homeless in december, so now my fianances are totally stretched, i have to find 4 months storage for my stuff and the money to pay for it.
i can stay with my uncle but his place is small enough and considering i work with him, that would be just totally unfair on him and his family, id sooner sleep on the streets before i give up my pride an integrity!
my parents are offering $$$ for support but im to sure if they want to help or back me into a corner?
fuck it, id rather do it on my own, its the only way.
well at least its friday..............
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