and I'll be better when I'm older

Apr 09, 2008 18:25

My Harold team, Raynard, was disbanded today.

I'm deeply dissapointed, but I'm mostly okay with it. The end has been looming for so long now that I've pretty much passed the grief stage. It's just acceptance.

My love for improv and for the UCBT is unshaken, and I hope I'll get another chance to play on Harold night soon. But it won't break me if I don't.

The main thing is that I loved everybody I took the stage with, and it was an incredibly special opportunity just to spend so much time with them. The shows are really just the tip of the iceberg. The rehearsals, the dinners, the bars, the downtime. The whole thing has been wonderful.

The peculiar month of April '08 just got peculiarer. The next few weeks will be a very weird mix of, relishing warm weather, looking for jobs, looking for apartments, embracing my free time, taking tests, and still seeing a lot of shows, and waiting to see if I'm in the harold mix this summer.

anyway, I'm feeling pretty okay. and I'm lookin forward to a fun, strange month.
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