Oct 06, 2005 12:34
sometimes it feels like i haven't grown up at all. i cry when i'm hurt like i did when i was one. i scream at spiders like i did when i was five. i like hide-and-seek and sardines like i did when i was nine. i gush about the cute boys i don't really talk to like i did when i was thirteen. i tell my parents what happened at school every day like i did when i was seventeen.
when im on campus, i feel like everyone's so mature, so i try to just be like that.
i wonder how many other people are hiding their tears, their fear of spiders, their love for hide-and-seek, their stupid crushes on boys they don't talk to, their need to know their parents' opinion.
i wonder how many people feel like big fakes.
here's one.