i dont like watching BET all the time.
so i had an amazing weekend, i went home friday morning and hung out with kaite and kimmy and adam for a while. then my mom took me shopping and i got to bed early because i am a nerd. saturday was the first aid squad dinner, which was a blast. i loved getting to see and hang out with everyone, especially jamie. after that we went to tim and steves and played cranium, and then jamie and i went home and had a sleepover, and we stayed up really late talking. sunday i decided to go home a day early because of the snow, and i got back to my room and found it a mess. there were lucky charms all over the floor, beer cans in my trash, food on my desk, someone had slept in my bed, and the whole room smelled like feet and chinese food. oh, and someone used my computer all weekend and left me a nice little virus. i don't know what happened, i used to get along with my roommate so well but lately she's just been getting on my nerves. she has no respect for my personal space or belongings. she has no problem using my stuff without asking or turning the tv on super loud while i'm sleeping. its fucking rude and i hate it. she used to actually pick up after herself and care about what our room looked/smelled like, but now she's just lazy and my room smells funky. i can only smell it for the first few seconds that im in the room because im used to it, but its gross. she never does homework EVER, and its hard for me to study when she has music blasting and is watching tv and talking on the phone all at the same time. the thing is, i can't confront her about anything because i feel bad, so i guess i'll just keep quiet and just keep smiling and pretending everythings okay. ive been password protecting my computer since sunday so she can't use it when im not here, and theres a bit of tension because i'm not being as cheerful and pleasant towards her as i usually am. im just tired of her taking advantage of me as a nice roommate because i put up with her shit. if she had been living with anyone else, they would have kicked her out long ago. i can't wait until next year when i get to live with alanna because we're compatible. and cute.