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hai. successfully avoided bubble tea,but succumbed to KFC:( i dont know whats wrong with me? i was not even hungry and i just had to buy it and make myself guilty.seriously.fried chicken takes horrible to me now. im swearing off them for awhile man.im sure of it.i realised i can just skip dinner without feeling hungry,i think should so that i can lose some weight. siannn.
and suddenly i feel so sad. i know i shouldnt be thinking of such stuff,but i feel sad seeing everyone progressing with life but im still stuck here.I know theres no one to blame,and i shouldnt think about it anymore,but sometimes i just cant help it.Like all my life,everything has been smooth sailing to me,this has been one of my biggest setbacks yet.and maybe thats why i cant come to terms with it. But i got to accept failure. I know thats the only way to success. And i got to press on and be determined.
Hopefully a miracle comes soon,and then i can truely relax.
and suddenly i feel so sad. i know i shouldnt be thinking of such stuff,but i feel sad seeing everyone progressing with life but im still stuck here.I know theres no one to blame,and i shouldnt think about it anymore,but sometimes i just cant help it.Like all my life,everything has been smooth sailing to me,this has been one of my biggest setbacks yet.and maybe thats why i cant come to terms with it. But i got to accept failure. I know thats the only way to success. And i got to press on and be determined.
Hopefully a miracle comes soon,and then i can truely relax.