FUCK this
What the fuck man just when i thought something good could happens it ends up getting fucked up, sometimes i guess somethings r just not meant to be you know well i can't say i didn't try cuz i know i did. But maybe it waas on me maybe i just didn't try hard enough maybe i should blame my ass but i really dont know. sometimes I feel like saying fuck this shit but most of the time I tell myself that she really is worth it. But now im still where i was before still fucken lost and not knowinf if i should just give up or do what i was continuing. Well at least tommorrow i have something to look forward to i will be going to Knotts Scary Farm with the homie and it will be crakin cuz we be acting a fucken fool when we chillen haha. But theres alot right now that i fucken question and its just not u know what its almost every fucken person now that i chill with. i tell myself i shouldn't think such things of my friends but sometimes i just cant fucken help that shit. Fuck thats all i can fucken say FUCKFUCKFUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!