A short retrospect.
I /gquit Pride of Victory (my WoW guild) tonight. The details are fairly tied down, I kind of said I wouldn't make it public. That was mostly regarding that I wouldn't say, in Guild Chat, what I said in Officer Chat - if you care enough to ask, I'll tell my side of it, and try not to spin it like it's all the tale.
I mention this because, in retrospect, it seems like the second most momentous decision I've made this year.
The first being deciding to push back my graduation from Winter 2009 to Spring 2010, which I spent a month or more agonizing over.
This was a long time - months - in coming, but lately it really felt like things were turning around. Except they didn't, at all. I had grown to like a lot of the people, and I was used to their presence in my life and talking to 'em a bunch.
...
... I did get out a cool sort of final line, though.
Me: "So. This is hard to say..."
Harbinger: "It's another woman, isn't it?"
Me: "I WISH it was another woman. Then at least I'd be getting pussy out of this."
Hah.
Sigh.
Lok'tar Ogar. Good hunting, and fair winds be at your back.
The rest of the year, while eventful, has done little to disrupt my patterns in life, except for the mounting frustration with these patterns - but it seems I am not one for rash decisions. Maybe those will change, too.
I mention this because, in retrospect, it seems like the second most momentous decision I've made this year.
The first being deciding to push back my graduation from Winter 2009 to Spring 2010, which I spent a month or more agonizing over.
This was a long time - months - in coming, but lately it really felt like things were turning around. Except they didn't, at all. I had grown to like a lot of the people, and I was used to their presence in my life and talking to 'em a bunch.
...
... I did get out a cool sort of final line, though.
Me: "So. This is hard to say..."
Harbinger: "It's another woman, isn't it?"
Me: "I WISH it was another woman. Then at least I'd be getting pussy out of this."
Hah.
Sigh.
Lok'tar Ogar. Good hunting, and fair winds be at your back.
The rest of the year, while eventful, has done little to disrupt my patterns in life, except for the mounting frustration with these patterns - but it seems I am not one for rash decisions. Maybe those will change, too.