May 25, 2005 20:02
I'M GROUNDED AND I NEED SOME BUD. I WANT TO KILL MY LITTLE SISTER. I WANT TO GET ALL FUCKED UP AND GO OUT AND LIVE!!!
I WANT TO BE IN A CAR WITH THE WINDOWS DOWN ON AN EMPTY HIGH WAY. OR AT THE BEACH WHILE THE SKY CHANGES COLORS.
I HAVE SO MUCH TO SAY AND SO MUCH TO DO. I CANT STAND BEING LOCKED UP IN THIS HOUSE. I CANT STAND BEING YOUNG. EVEN THOUGH PEOPLE SAY ITS THE BEST TIME OF OUR LIVES, I DISAGREE. BEING A TEENAGER IS FUN, BUT THERE ARE STILL RESTRICTIONS. MY SOUL IS NOT MEANT TO BE RESTRICTED. AND SOON I WONT BE. SOON I'LL BE OUT THERE, IN THE WORLD. IN INDIA OR AMSTERDAM. OR HOPPING THROUGH THE CITIES OF ITALY. GOD, TO GO TO ITALY.
I WONT SETTLE WITHOUT SATISFACTION.
*I'VE GOTTA GET A JOB....FUCK
-CARI