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Yeah well, does anyone else think its sad that the only reason why I even have this journal is because my frickin work sucks and I do this to keep myself from blowing my frickin head off... and yes... the only reason why I use the word FRICKIN is because I'm doin this from my work computer.
Seeing as this is my first entry... I do have a lot to say and nothing but this to do..
Well.. today started off like shit because I woke up and was like already an hour and a half late for frickin work.. which was garbage.. and then me and my boyfriend woke up and took a shower and... I guess... he just decided he wanted to be a dick today.. So he started up with being a dick. So he's all like.." I dont want to be with you anymore and I dont care about you and BLAH BLAH BLAH...." I was like.. what the hell ever. The ONLY reason why he even started though was because he started bitchin about the fact that he just blew like $700 dollars this weekend and he tried to say I was the reason when it was actually cause he spent $240 on a crappy ass tattoo that is stupid and some frickin $120 shoes that are like... waaaaaaaaaaaaaay too gangster for some one as white as him to be wearing. I told him that... And thus began his frickin pity party. Basically to make a long story short.. he broke up with me right as I got out of the car to go into work. And then .... see he and I work at the same place.... when he showed up for work and saw me... he's like... What are you doing.. where are you going.. who are you leaving with... and I'm like... "WHAT THE HELL???"
Men never know what the hell it is that they want.. and this is why I've been saying I'm about to go straight up lesbo instead of just beating around the bush and saying I'm BI and now I'm sitting here doing this....
BUT!!!! Tomorrow night I'm going to see Cold for frickin $17 and it's gonna fricking rock!! The only thing is though.. I'm going with my baby daddy and I dont know about that so much.. it might be weird... But I'm not just going with him.. my friend Max is too... My boyfriend decided he didnt want to listen to rock music.... he thinks hes black.
WHAT THE HELL?
Seeing as this is my first entry... I do have a lot to say and nothing but this to do..
Well.. today started off like shit because I woke up and was like already an hour and a half late for frickin work.. which was garbage.. and then me and my boyfriend woke up and took a shower and... I guess... he just decided he wanted to be a dick today.. So he started up with being a dick. So he's all like.." I dont want to be with you anymore and I dont care about you and BLAH BLAH BLAH...." I was like.. what the hell ever. The ONLY reason why he even started though was because he started bitchin about the fact that he just blew like $700 dollars this weekend and he tried to say I was the reason when it was actually cause he spent $240 on a crappy ass tattoo that is stupid and some frickin $120 shoes that are like... waaaaaaaaaaaaaay too gangster for some one as white as him to be wearing. I told him that... And thus began his frickin pity party. Basically to make a long story short.. he broke up with me right as I got out of the car to go into work. And then .... see he and I work at the same place.... when he showed up for work and saw me... he's like... What are you doing.. where are you going.. who are you leaving with... and I'm like... "WHAT THE HELL???"
Men never know what the hell it is that they want.. and this is why I've been saying I'm about to go straight up lesbo instead of just beating around the bush and saying I'm BI and now I'm sitting here doing this....
BUT!!!! Tomorrow night I'm going to see Cold for frickin $17 and it's gonna fricking rock!! The only thing is though.. I'm going with my baby daddy and I dont know about that so much.. it might be weird... But I'm not just going with him.. my friend Max is too... My boyfriend decided he didnt want to listen to rock music.... he thinks hes black.
WHAT THE HELL?