. : Epiphany : .
Well I've come to the realization that no matter what happens, I'm always going to make BAD DECISIONS. It seems like nothing I do is ever right, even when I swear on my own life that it's the right thing to do.
I've found myself constantly thinking about the things I've done wrong and how I could have just done even the smallest thing differently... and how wonderful everything else could be had I done that one thing... But then I come to the realization.. that nothing would be the way I had imagined. Nothing ever will.. that's just part of living.. going from day to day in a certain but slight amount of fear of not knowing what you may do that could possibly cause some kid in like Africa to die of starvation.. and it's all because you forgot to flush the toilet. I know that might sound a little ridiculous... but think about it.. It's like that movie The Butterfly Effect. It amazes me how much people take for granted on a daily basis...
I just want to ask the entire world one question.. I truly would die happy if I could find out.. WHY??? Why do people do the things they do.. Why do people feel the need to be so rude sometimes?? Why.. WHY???? Why do I allow myself to get angry for no reason.. Why do we get in bad moods?? Why ... it's all the same question....
WHY DO WE DO WHAT WE DO?
I've found myself constantly thinking about the things I've done wrong and how I could have just done even the smallest thing differently... and how wonderful everything else could be had I done that one thing... But then I come to the realization.. that nothing would be the way I had imagined. Nothing ever will.. that's just part of living.. going from day to day in a certain but slight amount of fear of not knowing what you may do that could possibly cause some kid in like Africa to die of starvation.. and it's all because you forgot to flush the toilet. I know that might sound a little ridiculous... but think about it.. It's like that movie The Butterfly Effect. It amazes me how much people take for granted on a daily basis...
I just want to ask the entire world one question.. I truly would die happy if I could find out.. WHY??? Why do people do the things they do.. Why do people feel the need to be so rude sometimes?? Why.. WHY???? Why do I allow myself to get angry for no reason.. Why do we get in bad moods?? Why ... it's all the same question....
WHY DO WE DO WHAT WE DO?