Ewww
What's wrong with me? Over the past few days I've become completely disinterested in any pursuit of the opposite sex. Don't get me wrong, I'm still straight.. It's just that the old Ebony, who was kind of fiending for a relationship, closeness with a guy, and anything like that, is no longer interested in that. It's weird. I find the old me repulsive. I was so down on myself and so unecessarily jealous of people who were in relationships. Now I can't be bothered. Finding that special someone no longer consumes my thoughts. It's now like when it comes, it comes, I don't care. I was always boy crazy and all that stupid stuff and now a cute guy doesn't even turn my head, or peak my interest, no guys do. To be honest, nobody does. I'm kind of in this mellow vegetable state in my mind.
I want to work on myself now. Am I growing up? No way. I doubt that. I guess I could look at it that way, maybe that'll make me feel better about myself. Me, growing up.. lol.
Gah I'm so weird. Right now my priorities stand at buying a car, preferably a classic car from 1967-77. I'm finding the SWEETEST cars online and I found one for $7,000.00. JESUS! Where am I going to get that money? I'm trying to figure that out. I love the car though, it's beautiful, breathtaking. I'm also trying to find a job so yeah.. My priorities are quite mature, don'tcha think?
It's about time.
I want to work on myself now. Am I growing up? No way. I doubt that. I guess I could look at it that way, maybe that'll make me feel better about myself. Me, growing up.. lol.
Gah I'm so weird. Right now my priorities stand at buying a car, preferably a classic car from 1967-77. I'm finding the SWEETEST cars online and I found one for $7,000.00. JESUS! Where am I going to get that money? I'm trying to figure that out. I love the car though, it's beautiful, breathtaking. I'm also trying to find a job so yeah.. My priorities are quite mature, don'tcha think?
It's about time.