I live to be, deep inside of you.
Why everytime we fucking argue I want to run to him and tell him I love him and hold him as if I were his mother or his girlfriend. The argument was his fault, although he apologized 3 seconds after. I'm tired of feeling so...feeling like this.
I didn't sleep at all last night. We talked until 12:30am.. Then as I was getting ready for bed, turning off all the lights, he called back. He couldn't sleep. It felt good to talk to him more, when he was ready to go to sleep we got off the phone at 1am. I slept shitty, I wanted to call him back but I didn't. I kept waking up and everytime I woke up my hands would be numb as fuck, I don't know why.. Jon's on some Alaskan cruise with his family hehe.. He wanted me to come, I thought that was sweet but good god that trip is costing mega $$$.
I'm waiting for my mom to get home, I think we'll go to Tattoo The Earth tomorrow.. I'm too sick and groggy. Besides washed up old Nikki Sixx from Motley Crue will be there tomorrow rofl. Pete and I were making fun of him.
I got this thing and it said that Paul Booth is hosting the one here and if that's so I'm gonna shit myself. Hm maybe I'll go today. I am also going to buy new jeans yay..
K.
I didn't sleep at all last night. We talked until 12:30am.. Then as I was getting ready for bed, turning off all the lights, he called back. He couldn't sleep. It felt good to talk to him more, when he was ready to go to sleep we got off the phone at 1am. I slept shitty, I wanted to call him back but I didn't. I kept waking up and everytime I woke up my hands would be numb as fuck, I don't know why.. Jon's on some Alaskan cruise with his family hehe.. He wanted me to come, I thought that was sweet but good god that trip is costing mega $$$.
I'm waiting for my mom to get home, I think we'll go to Tattoo The Earth tomorrow.. I'm too sick and groggy. Besides washed up old Nikki Sixx from Motley Crue will be there tomorrow rofl. Pete and I were making fun of him.
I got this thing and it said that Paul Booth is hosting the one here and if that's so I'm gonna shit myself. Hm maybe I'll go today. I am also going to buy new jeans yay..
K.