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[40oz2freedom13]

honestly i need to start updating this thing ritually because lately its been
if I havent in a really long time
or if Im frusterated and in need of some venting ahha

so I have almost 600 bucks saved up already
its crazy I never knew I made that much until I stopped blowing my money
on stupid shit and actually started saving for something
I really want to go see Dj over Spring Break
hes my savour. I love and miss him to death
Erika is coming home on the 27th to visit for a while!
Im really excited
I need some people to hangout with that actually give a fuck about me.
that would be nice

Im sick and tired of everyones shit
everybody I tried to give a damn about has given up on me
I try to be a good friend and I just get shit on
well go fuck yourself Im done trying
I shouldnt fucking have to anyways.

someone special has been pissing me off lately
with your smartass comments
that dont know when to stop
your an asshole.
get over yourself
I try to be soo good to you
I dont deserve some of the things you say
YOUR PUSHING ME AWAY

I didnt get into gv
so now I dont know what im going to do
I suck at life
i hate you all
go die.