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I havent updated in a really long time.
I miss all my old friends
people suck now a days.
Still trying to work things out with aaron I guess
hes always working
I know Im setting myself up for another heartache
but theres nothing else I really can do
either way im upset sooo
I had another one of my stomach fits
It started sunday night and got worst when I got out of school
it felt like I had been raped in the ribs by a huge black man
I couldnt even move and I had a 102 fever and felt like i was going to puke everywhere
Teresa took me to urgent care and they pushed on my stomach and said it was my gul bladder but I was too young for it and gave me some vics and some nausea pills and sent me home
but then it didnt go away so
I went to my doctor and he said it was
some crazy long name and gave me some pills to take everyday for ten days
and that I shouldnt go to work or school for the rest of the week not even go anywhere the weekend.
it was only tuesday by this time.
Ive been at home watching movies and being on a blan diet
it suckss
you really realize your true friends when things like this happen
oh well right?
friends will one day be as useless
My dad had these kinds of fits when his stomach problems started
he had to get his gul bladder removed and everything
my grandma and grandpa have it
and the doctors dont really know what it is
just that it really does suck.
Im going back to school tomorrow and its going to suck cuz i missed so much
sabrina is leaving today and I didnt even get to see her before she
left because I cant go anywhere.
Today Im suppose to hangout with aaron when he gets out of work
but I wonder if that will actually happen
it usually doesnt.
and it doesnt surprise me either
I miss him
but its like its not even him anymore
its getting easier for me to let go completely
and if thats not what he wants then he should get his shit together
because im getting sick of being treated like an option
not just by him by everyone.
I use to make people my priority
I'll just concentrate on school and work
all my clothes dont fit. too big.
its good but it sucks.
Homecoming last weekend was pretty fun
I didnt get drunk or anything
I think I deserve a good drinking night
I really miss DJ and Erika
I can count on them for anything
especially a good drinking night...
I miss all my old friends
people suck now a days.
Still trying to work things out with aaron I guess
hes always working
I know Im setting myself up for another heartache
but theres nothing else I really can do
either way im upset sooo
I had another one of my stomach fits
It started sunday night and got worst when I got out of school
it felt like I had been raped in the ribs by a huge black man
I couldnt even move and I had a 102 fever and felt like i was going to puke everywhere
Teresa took me to urgent care and they pushed on my stomach and said it was my gul bladder but I was too young for it and gave me some vics and some nausea pills and sent me home
but then it didnt go away so
I went to my doctor and he said it was
some crazy long name and gave me some pills to take everyday for ten days
and that I shouldnt go to work or school for the rest of the week not even go anywhere the weekend.
it was only tuesday by this time.
Ive been at home watching movies and being on a blan diet
it suckss
you really realize your true friends when things like this happen
oh well right?
friends will one day be as useless
My dad had these kinds of fits when his stomach problems started
he had to get his gul bladder removed and everything
my grandma and grandpa have it
and the doctors dont really know what it is
just that it really does suck.
Im going back to school tomorrow and its going to suck cuz i missed so much
sabrina is leaving today and I didnt even get to see her before she
left because I cant go anywhere.
Today Im suppose to hangout with aaron when he gets out of work
but I wonder if that will actually happen
it usually doesnt.
and it doesnt surprise me either
I miss him
but its like its not even him anymore
its getting easier for me to let go completely
and if thats not what he wants then he should get his shit together
because im getting sick of being treated like an option
not just by him by everyone.
I use to make people my priority
I'll just concentrate on school and work
all my clothes dont fit. too big.
its good but it sucks.
Homecoming last weekend was pretty fun
I didnt get drunk or anything
I think I deserve a good drinking night
I really miss DJ and Erika
I can count on them for anything
especially a good drinking night...