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Words Fail Me Michael, Rest In Peace ;'(
But im going to write stuff anyways. What im about to write Michael, isnt even a bit of what you mean to me. Im going to tell you my journy so far and how much you really mean to me and my family. When i was 2 i got my first memorie. I was standing upstairs, in the hall, looking into my oldest brothers room, Who is 10 years older then me. He had a LP player. And on that LP player you playd. I lookt up at my brother and he had the hat and the glove. He started to dance just like you. I stared to bounce with him and from that moment, you were with me. I know you were with me before, Cause my family told me ive alwayst loved you but since i cant remember anything earlyer then that, i cant say. Not long after i notict your posters on my walls. I got some from my oldest brother. When i was around 4 i got the hat and the glove from my brother and i couldnt believe it. Not long after that i stood on a ping-pong table with 30 people watching me, Dancing to your songs, Just like you, the best i could at the time. I remember my sister was standing next to the ping-pong table and was so proud of me. After people clapt and i fealt just like you. And after that day i was a proformer. When i was 8 i had PE in school but i dident want to tend. But i went to the class anyways. Then gym teacher, who was around 20 something said "Wel what do you want to do then?". And i said i wanted him to teach me how to moon walk cause my brother faild to teach me and i was so into it that id kill myself if i dident learn it. He said okey and went to the music box. He flipt on the Thriller album and we practist. He was really good at it, i knew that, whats why i askt him. So while the others had regulat PE i had a Michael Jackson PE hehe. And i learnd it within a sec. When i was around 11 i went to America. And i remember my first say. "Im so close to michael now mom!!" and i was really excited, alltho i was in Florida haha. But it fealt like. I was in your country. You ruled it. Then again you ruled the world too but i dont know it just fealt special. We were on disney world there and there was a stand. A guy drew people really funny. And he had one of you. I believe it lookt something like this. And i just smiled. That whole trip i couldnt think of anything else but you to be honest. Not long after we came home from the trip i was going to proform with a friend in school. I wanted to to a Michael song but she dident want to. So i had to proform with a t.A.T.u song. On every dico we aranged in school i always demeded Michael Jackson and Green Day. They had to agree cause they knew id kick there ass. Those discos was a blast. Then something happend and my life took a turn. My grampa died, My parents split, My mom got a new boyfriend and he moved in with us within a month and we never really meat him. I stopt going to school and my selfasteam disappard. Ive never stept on a stage after that and to be honest i miss it Michael. You opend up that world for me. And now your gone from this earth. Your body left us thursday. And i fell to the floor in the living room. I was still early watching it so your wernt pronounccet dead yet. And all me and my mom could do was to hope. We, and the world. faild. I fell to the floor hard and tugd the rugh hard in my hands. Screaming and crying so hard. Ive never cryd so much in my life. I stared at the tv screen, on CNN, and i couldnt believe what it said. I dident hear anything for amoment all i could see was "Michael Jackson is dead..1958-2009" and a picture of you slide. My mom was so worried and sad too ofcorse at the same time. Im sure i scared her too. Ive been crying since that night. And i cant stop watching CNN. All the real people around you commmented on this sudden thing and i just fell more tears. My heart sangk even lover if possible when i saw Jermaine talking about it. Your dead. And all that. He is so strong and i know he was a father to all your guys when you were younger. Im still so emotional about it. I havnt really eatn anyting. And i havnt sleapt eather really. Always focest on the TV for once. I dont think it will ever sink in that you have left the human world and stept into the spirit world. Michael you were like a brother to me. You were a part of out Family and you still are. I know your in a billions heart and we'll spread your music untill the next generation. Again, Words fail me Michael. This isnt even the start of what i feel for you or what have happend to me with you related. I wont rest untill i get the answers i want answerd. I will always be with you Michael. You are, and will always be, the number one in my heart. Rest in peace my brother, i love you. And for the rest of your GSB people, I deleted all my friends. Cause some of them just showd that they'rent my friends. Going around making jokes about the king of pop when most of you knew i loved him. That was pretty fuckt up. Then again it gave me a look on what types you are. When you cant even respect a humanbeing. Acusing him for things you dont have proof of, and making Michael Jacksons dead jokes. Grow the fuck up.
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Words Fail Me Michael, Rest In Peace ;'(
But im going to write stuff anyways. What im about to write Michael, isnt even a bit of what you mean to me. Im going to tell you my journy so far and how much you really mean to me and my family. When i was 2 i got my first memorie. I was standing upstairs, in the hall, looking into my oldest brothers room, Who is 10 years older then me. He had a LP player. And on that LP player you playd. I lookt up at my brother and he had the hat and the glove. He started to dance just like you. I stared to bounce with him and from that moment, you were with me. I know you were with me before, Cause my family told me ive alwayst loved you but since i cant remember anything earlyer then that, i cant say. Not long after i notict your posters on my walls. I got some from my oldest brother. When i was around 4 i got the hat and the glove from my brother and i couldnt believe it. Not long after that i stood on a ping-pong table with 30 people watching me, Dancing to your songs, Just like you, the best i could at the time. I remember my sister was standing next to the ping-pong table and was so proud of me. After people clapt and i fealt just like you. And after that day i was a proformer. When i was 8 i had PE in school but i dident want to tend. But i went to the class anyways. Then gym teacher, who was around 20 something said "Wel what do you want to do then?". And i said i wanted him to teach me how to moon walk cause my brother faild to teach me and i was so into it that id kill myself if i dident learn it. He said okey and went to the music box. He flipt on the Thriller album and we practist. He was really good at it, i knew that, whats why i askt him. So while the others had regulat PE i had a Michael Jackson PE hehe. And i learnd it within a sec. When i was around 11 i went to America. And i remember my first say. "Im so close to michael now mom!!" and i was really excited, alltho i was in Florida haha. But it fealt like. I was in your country. You ruled it. Then again you ruled the world too but i dont know it just fealt special. We were on disney world there and there was a stand. A guy drew people really funny. And he had one of you. I believe it lookt something like this. And i just smiled. That whole trip i couldnt think of anything else but you to be honest. Not long after we came home from the trip i was going to proform with a friend in school. I wanted to to a Michael song but she dident want to. So i had to proform with a t.A.T.u song. On every dico we aranged in school i always demeded Michael Jackson and Green Day. They had to agree cause they knew id kick there ass. Those discos was a blast. Then something happend and my life took a turn. My grampa died, My parents split, My mom got a new boyfriend and he moved in with us within a month and we never really meat him. I stopt going to school and my selfasteam disappard. Ive never stept on a stage after that and to be honest i miss it Michael. You opend up that world for me. And now your gone from this earth. Your body left us thursday. And i fell to the floor in the living room. I was still early watching it so your wernt pronounccet dead yet. And all me and my mom could do was to hope. We, and the world. faild. I fell to the floor hard and tugd the rugh hard in my hands. Screaming and crying so hard. Ive never cryd so much in my life. I stared at the tv screen, on CNN, and i couldnt believe what it said. I dident hear anything for amoment all i could see was "Michael Jackson is dead..1958-2009" and a picture of you slide. My mom was so worried and sad too ofcorse at the same time. Im sure i scared her too. Ive been crying since that night. And i cant stop watching CNN. All the real people around you commmented on this sudden thing and i just fell more tears. My heart sangk even lover if possible when i saw Jermaine talking about it. Your dead. And all that. He is so strong and i know he was a father to all your guys when you were younger. Im still so emotional about it. I havnt really eatn anyting. And i havnt sleapt eather really. Always focest on the TV for once. I dont think it will ever sink in that you have left the human world and stept into the spirit world. Michael you were like a brother to me. You were a part of out Family and you still are. I know your in a billions heart and we'll spread your music untill the next generation. Again, Words fail me Michael. This isnt even the start of what i feel for you or what have happend to me with you related. I wont rest untill i get the answers i want answerd. I will always be with you Michael. You are, and will always be, the number one in my heart. Rest in peace my brother, i love you. And for the rest of your GSB people, I deleted all my friends. Cause some of them just showd that they'rent my friends. Going around making jokes about the king of pop when most of you knew i loved him. That was pretty fuckt up. Then again it gave me a look on what types you are. When you cant even respect a humanbeing. Acusing him for things you dont have proof of, and making Michael Jacksons dead jokes. Grow the fuck up.
