Oct 24, 2005 12:29
My life isn't going so good right now. I just wish i had someone to comfort me, to talk to. I've learned though, that I have to love myself before ever expecting anyone to really love me. I'm starting to be independent to where i won't have to depend on a man to make me happy or a man's money or love or sex or anything like that. I can make myself happy. I'll be moving out in 9 months and 29 days. I think im going to move in by myself but it would be nice to have a roommate. it would be nice to have a guy roommate seeing as how i don't really hang out with anybody but guys. (well nobody anymore considering...) I just wish that i could find someone.....well anyway. i just miss him..(2nd) he left this song on my voicemail a few wks ago. everytime i hear it i think of him and i wana be with him again knowing i shouldn't......