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Yet another day on the road to insanity..
stuff's goin bad with me and rick, and i don't know how to prevent the blood-shed its leading up to, lol.
I went to gallaghers last night at 10:30pm to hang out with christina and tony and also the family of christina. it was fun, i really needed it, i think i was gonna DIE if i didn't get outta my house.
Rick "went to bed" said his bro, so obviuosly he didn't want to work things out (which kills me), and so i went to see christina and tony cuz i was a wreck. pretty much on the verge of tears.
but it was kareoke night at gallaghers so it was uber fun seeing middle aged drunken people make absolute fools of themselves :-) it made me happy.
I went there on the verge of tears and left there with a huge smile on my face.
I really think if i wouldn't have gone i would heve just buried myself in my pillow in sorrow, and literally would have cried so much that blood would come out. Now i really know my true friends. I mean im sure jeremy would have been there to help me, but daria was with him (always on the weekends) and she thinks something is going on between jeremy and I, when I would absolutely NEVER cheat! even if i was so pissed off at rick, i still wouldn't EVER do that! ya and rick thinks something is goin on too..
that's where all of our probs started... and since have gotten better and then took a turn for the worst...
stuff's goin bad with me and rick, and i don't know how to prevent the blood-shed its leading up to, lol.
I went to gallaghers last night at 10:30pm to hang out with christina and tony and also the family of christina. it was fun, i really needed it, i think i was gonna DIE if i didn't get outta my house.
Rick "went to bed" said his bro, so obviuosly he didn't want to work things out (which kills me), and so i went to see christina and tony cuz i was a wreck. pretty much on the verge of tears.
but it was kareoke night at gallaghers so it was uber fun seeing middle aged drunken people make absolute fools of themselves :-) it made me happy.
I went there on the verge of tears and left there with a huge smile on my face.
I really think if i wouldn't have gone i would heve just buried myself in my pillow in sorrow, and literally would have cried so much that blood would come out. Now i really know my true friends. I mean im sure jeremy would have been there to help me, but daria was with him (always on the weekends) and she thinks something is going on between jeremy and I, when I would absolutely NEVER cheat! even if i was so pissed off at rick, i still wouldn't EVER do that! ya and rick thinks something is goin on too..
that's where all of our probs started... and since have gotten better and then took a turn for the worst...