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what i've been interested in lately is how by hibernating, i've been able to see the vast openness of possibility stretched before me. i made a decision to go back to school not for anyone but myself. it felt really good. friends and family have been pressuring me incessantly for the past months to go back, yet offered no support. i had to take it for myself and once i did, it made perfect sense. the conclusion that i came to has more to do with what i want than what they want. i'm so glad i resisted that pressure, that condescension and made a decision for myself. i'm following in my mother's footsteps in a certain way that makes her proud of me. oddly enough, this makes me feel good.
this needlework, like me, is a work in progress.