Portland et mon amour
SO the last few weeks have been hell. My job has been so shitty. Apparently they think I have a "bad attitude" and that I am not easy to deal with. W.E. This means I haven't been working much. Like almost not at all. which means POOR POOR JoJo. AY! Mike has totally been a jerk to me. I have been trying to give him his "space" but it just doesn't ever seem to be enough. but I guess anyone that knows him knows that it was to be expected. :( this makes me sad. I could go on forever about that, but i won't.
So on to my love(s). I have met and gone out on dates with so many wonderful boys. It is so crazy to think that guys could actually like me, and not just because they are trying to get in my pants. ALSO said boys are gay. OMG what a change for JoJo. cute, gay, and they want me. WOW!! so I just got back from a date with the my pick of the crop. He is so sweet, and funny, and nice, and cute, and smart. i just want to eat him up. This was technically our second date. I just don't know man. it i so hard to leave. He hasn't even tried to kiss me. I think it's cos i am leaving. You know it is so difficult being here and having to leave, because NEVER in my life have I ever had boys actually like me. and for me to have emotions that seem uncontrollable it's hard. I think this whole experience is going to push me to come back. I need to know how all of these story lines will end. I want a happy ending. I want my Pretty Woman moment. I want the movie ending. I truly think it will happen here in Portland.
I am sad. I am happy to see all of my friends after almost three months. but now i don't want to leave.
So on to my love(s). I have met and gone out on dates with so many wonderful boys. It is so crazy to think that guys could actually like me, and not just because they are trying to get in my pants. ALSO said boys are gay. OMG what a change for JoJo. cute, gay, and they want me. WOW!! so I just got back from a date with the my pick of the crop. He is so sweet, and funny, and nice, and cute, and smart. i just want to eat him up. This was technically our second date. I just don't know man. it i so hard to leave. He hasn't even tried to kiss me. I think it's cos i am leaving. You know it is so difficult being here and having to leave, because NEVER in my life have I ever had boys actually like me. and for me to have emotions that seem uncontrollable it's hard. I think this whole experience is going to push me to come back. I need to know how all of these story lines will end. I want a happy ending. I want my Pretty Woman moment. I want the movie ending. I truly think it will happen here in Portland.
I am sad. I am happy to see all of my friends after almost three months. but now i don't want to leave.