My letter to you
my letter to you
at first it was friend ship.
then it turned to love but I was scared to confess scared that our friendship goanna be destroyed , people thought that we are a couple and I wish we were but I know better we were only friends .
you introduced me to your girlfriend I was happy for you but I don't know why I felt betrayed I fought my tears that were goanna fall any second, at that time I knew no I was sure we can't continue our friendship.
you start leaving me and going to her I know I can't be jealous but what can I do ?? At first it was minutes then it turned to hours lastly it turned into days.
you stopped calling me you don't bother to send messages to ask how have I been but you know what I didn't lost hope I still think we are friend and maybe one day we're goanna be more than friends we are goanna be more than that.
but you know I was afraid that a day goanna come and you are goanna cross me without knowing who I am , and that day come the day that my fears goanna happen.
that day I was walking across you so when I saw I was happy since it was ages that we last met or contact eachother so I raised my hand and waved to you while calling you your nick name that only I was allowed to call you that, but you know what did you do ?? You crossed me like I'm invisible you were holding her hands and chatting happily at that time I hated myself not you myself because I fallen for you.
I really wished to die after that accident but I tried to forget you I tried to move on.
after 3 months from that accident I had my life I was happy but part of me still loved you
one day while I was working I saw you walking to me I thought you remembered me I was happy but you crossed again memories of that incident start replaying in front of me like a movie when I turned I saw you hugging that girl that you introduced her to me I really hated her for taking you from me I really hated it I wish that the ground would swallow me at that moment
you turned around and saw me you widened your eyes then you asked me " do I know you ? " at that time my heart breaks into million of pieces tears start to fall I couldn't control them so I run away and what hurt more was you didn't run after me, of course why would you run when you forget who am I .
after that I promised myself to forget you and never see you and if I did I will act like I don't know you till my heart heal the scars you left and forget you .
Written by :
**blue butterfly**
A/N: it my first time writing something long hope you like it
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