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Today started out as a really bad day. Cramps. Slow parents. Broken binders. Stupid little things led to headaches and a really bad mood.
So I left school with Andrew fifth period. We went to his house and I slept the whole time I was there. It was wonderful.
However, I'm worried. Things have been said to me that put everything at risk of turning into another huge disaster. Ever since I heard these..ideas, my mind has been racing and noticing stupid little things that have put my mind in a frenzy. I'm begining to think he doesn't really like me. That it's short term. That he's dating me cause I'm the first girl that came along.
I don't know what to think. I've tried talking to him about it, but he's so vauge I can't get any idea of how he feels about me through what he says.
All I know is I can't deal with another heartbreak. It wouldn't quite be heartbreak. But it's never fun when relationships end.
Maybe I'm nuts and it's all in my head. I hope so.
I think this entry must make zero sense to everybody, including myself. Thats okay.
So I left school with Andrew fifth period. We went to his house and I slept the whole time I was there. It was wonderful.
However, I'm worried. Things have been said to me that put everything at risk of turning into another huge disaster. Ever since I heard these..ideas, my mind has been racing and noticing stupid little things that have put my mind in a frenzy. I'm begining to think he doesn't really like me. That it's short term. That he's dating me cause I'm the first girl that came along.
I don't know what to think. I've tried talking to him about it, but he's so vauge I can't get any idea of how he feels about me through what he says.
All I know is I can't deal with another heartbreak. It wouldn't quite be heartbreak. But it's never fun when relationships end.
Maybe I'm nuts and it's all in my head. I hope so.
I think this entry must make zero sense to everybody, including myself. Thats okay.