~I need a fix cause I'm goin' down~

Dec 22, 2003 01:00

It's really hard to sit and watch you're friends deteriorate
one by one. and its so scary b/c you can't do anything. And sometimes you worry b/c that could be you. You could end up right there doing that same thing. This upsets me so much I don't think they understand how much it actually hurts me. To see the people that I once loved to be with change into a different person unknown by me...is a really scary thing. the people you use to be with every day all day turn into strangers....
and all you can do is sit there and watch...
I'm just disappointed.
and hopefully I won't become a hypocrite about this and be sucked into it. but the scary reality is..that I probably will be.
and it makes me want to cry....

~If I leave here tomorrow
Would you still remember me
For I must be traveling on now
There's too many places I've got to see

If I stay here with you girl
Things just couldn't be the same
'Cause I'm as free as a bird now
And this bird you cannot change

Oh, and the bird you cannot change
And this bird you cannot change
Lord knows I can't change

Bye-bye babe, it's been sweet, love
'Though this feeling I can't change
But please don't take this so badly
'Cause Lord knows I'm to blame

But if I stay here with you girl
Things just couldn't be the same
'Cause I'm as free as a bird now
And this bird you cannot change

Oh, and the bird you cannot change
And this bird you cannot change
Lord knows I can't change
Lord help me I can't change

Oh No, I can't change~
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