~You don't know how lovely you are~
Come up to meet you,tell you I'm sorry
You don't know how lovely you are
I had to find you
Tell you I need you
Tell you I set you apart
Tell me your secrets
And ask me your questions
Oh let's go back to the start
Running in circles
Coming up tails
Heads on a silence apart
Nobody said it was easy
It's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be this hard
Oh take me back to the start
I was just guessing
At numbers and figures
Pulling your puzzles apart
Questions of science
Science and progress
Do not speak as loud as my heart
Tell me you love me
Come back and haunt me
Oh and I rush to the start
Running in circles
Chasing our tails
Coming back as we are
Nobody said it was easy
Oh it's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be so hard
I'm going back to the start
In a vulnerable state...?probably
Feeling truthful...?definately
Missing your words...?of course
Hoping your okay...?definately
Wanting to help you...?always
Caring about you...?always have, always will
Am I sorry...?yea
Do I regret it...?never.....
I will never regret the good things only the bad.
"I know this is pathetic and impossible but its like....I can almost know how he's feeling. Like in my head I feel it. I see him and how he's feeling and I know what he's doing like I can feel him trying to escape the pain or maybe there is no more pain. This is impossible right? I can't be connected to him? is he right in what he said...? It's so hard to care about someone so much and want to make them better when you're the one hurting them. When you're the one who did this. It's so hard when you know you can't talk b/c it will be fights and will be bad. Why can't I let go? Or have I and thats whats scaring me...I just feel so bad about everything. Anything that goes wrong for him or anything that he does thats bad for him...it will always be my fault"
-from my REAL journal....
You don't know how lovely you are
I had to find you
Tell you I need you
Tell you I set you apart
Tell me your secrets
And ask me your questions
Oh let's go back to the start
Running in circles
Coming up tails
Heads on a silence apart
Nobody said it was easy
It's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be this hard
Oh take me back to the start
I was just guessing
At numbers and figures
Pulling your puzzles apart
Questions of science
Science and progress
Do not speak as loud as my heart
Tell me you love me
Come back and haunt me
Oh and I rush to the start
Running in circles
Chasing our tails
Coming back as we are
Nobody said it was easy
Oh it's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be so hard
I'm going back to the start
In a vulnerable state...?probably
Feeling truthful...?definately
Missing your words...?of course
Hoping your okay...?definately
Wanting to help you...?always
Caring about you...?always have, always will
Am I sorry...?yea
Do I regret it...?never.....
I will never regret the good things only the bad.
"I know this is pathetic and impossible but its like....I can almost know how he's feeling. Like in my head I feel it. I see him and how he's feeling and I know what he's doing like I can feel him trying to escape the pain or maybe there is no more pain. This is impossible right? I can't be connected to him? is he right in what he said...? It's so hard to care about someone so much and want to make them better when you're the one hurting them. When you're the one who did this. It's so hard when you know you can't talk b/c it will be fights and will be bad. Why can't I let go? Or have I and thats whats scaring me...I just feel so bad about everything. Anything that goes wrong for him or anything that he does thats bad for him...it will always be my fault"
-from my REAL journal....