Characters: RED Sniper (
hasstandards), BLU Sniper (
bye_to_yer_head), RED Pyro (
notintehkitchen), Chibiterasu (
chibibrushheir), and you!*
When: Mid-December
Where: Hospital
Rating: PGish
Summary: RED Sniper awakens in the hospital, having been dragged there after his
rescue. His injuries are severe, but he's about to get some visitors.
* Feasibly, he could have several visitors with the span of time he
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RED lowered his head as he pushed his fingers to his eyes again, pain simultaneously fueling his temper and stifling any reaction he had to it. He groaned, cursing whatever medication they had him on under his breath for its ineffectiveness. Not that it would have done any good for what was the larger problem, one he still wasn't sure how to face. He couldn't admit it to even himself that he was still dealing with the loss of everything he'd known: his job, his lifestyle, and his parents- a remorse over their unknown fate weighed on him. He thrived on those unchanging elements, that at the end of the day, he'd still have what made him comfortable with life.
It wasn't just that he didn't have confidence in Pyro's suggestion that those who had brought them to Paradise- wizards, gods, whichever- could somehow magic them back to their original time and that everything would be as if they never left; it was that everything he'd known and worked for and the only people in the world he genuinely cared about had been suddenly ripped away. He'd never earned their approval, obtained that singular goal he'd deemed nigh unreachable. He couldn't call up Mum and Dad and tell them about his work- he had neither the job nor his parents any longer. It felt like a waste, and there wasn't a thing he could do about it.
Nothing, save for moving forward. It was never an option he liked, but when the only choice he had was to change and adapt, it was the choice he had to take. He shook his head at some inner conflict, taking a set of deep breaths as he pushed down his feelings once more. He couldn't get his eyes off the bed; they'd locked themselves somewhere in his lap. He mumbled to himself quietly. "I suppose it could always be worse."
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He meant every word of that. He had no idea how Pyro could stand being around this guy, especially if they were the same base. He turned to glare at him and let go another cutting remark, but it died in his throat and he struggled to keep his face impassive.
"Sorry mate, it's hard t' talk to you when you're wearin' that. I sorta want t' pet you."
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Worse was that admittance he had to make to himself: BLU was right. It wasn't as though he hadn't known it before- his life as a whole was a series of him struggling against his natural tendency to make things worse for himself and everyone around him, all the while doing just that- but to have his rival point out every misstep he'd made since his arrival in Paradise was throwing salt on an open wound.
Even worse was the wardrobe. Somehow, that burned his pride more than the tree giving him a concussion or the part where his elbow was smashed into ten pieces. "Don't remind me. This is probably what I get for not puttin' it on in the store. Now I'm stuck in it because I can't get it over these bloody casts."
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"I'm honestly not sure how she got it on ya in th' first place." BLU hadn't stuck around once Pyro had shown up and announced her intentions. He wanted no part in undressing his rival. "It's not that bad ... Alroight.. It is."
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And now he was. Score another point for BLU.
He shook his head, at least trying knock the hood back. When it didn't budge, he tried to pull it down with his hand, only to bump the splints on his fingers. He pulled his hand to him with a hiss, cradling it against his chest. He retorted in anger: "I don't need her help any more than I need you remindin' me how ridiculous I look!"
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He picked his knife and bow back up to start carving again. "If you want I can make you a knoife t' keep ya company. You'd 'ave t' hold it in yer teeth but it would be somethin'."
And it would be made out of part of a dragon, but he figured RED wouldn't believe him anyway.
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Then again, perhaps he'd do it for the same reason RED himself had wanted to fix his gun- a desire for a challenge, laced with a pinch of guilt somewhere.
His initial reaction won out. "Don't patronize me," he scoffed, turning his eyes to the other man's face.
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Behind his glasses his eyes harden and he goes back to work on his bow with far more violence than necessary.
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That was a burn in and of itself: the vigilante had let him live by some move of mercy. It was, first and foremost, one of the most crippling blows to his pride. Secondly, it was a mistake, one Sniper was determined would come back to haunt the assailant when he was bleeding on the pavement himself. RED didn't live by the same rules, didn't subscribe to the ways of Paradise; it was kill or be killed. He was not going to return the favor of mercy if given the chance.
It left him puzzled as for what to do in regards to BLU. One man, a stranger, had left him alive, but broken, weaponless, and bleeding to death in an alley; the other, a man whose job was to kill him, had pulled him from that alley, was the reason he'd survived, and was now offering a weapon to fight someone who had almost done his job for him.
His brow furrowed, suspicion coloring his features. "Why?"
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On a deeper level, one that Sniper wasn't even willing to admit to himself, the RED reminded him of home. So did Pyro and Medic and Scout and the Engineer that seemed to have vanished. Sure they were on opposite teams, but they all came from the same way of life which was a comfort in this topsy turvy place that had futuristic technology and bizarre inhabitants. And though BLU basically wanted to be left alone, this place rattled him, and having people around who he could identify with helped to solidify him.
Glancing back down at his bow he made a few passes with his knife before speaking again. "It would give me somethin' t' do. This place is roight boring without anythin' t' shoot."
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Another breath in cut off his answer, stifling it. There had been an end to that statement somewhere in him, but he wasn't sure what it was. That he was frustrated with the changes forced upon him? That he felt completely helpless for the first time decades? That he clung to whatever he could that was familiar out of desperation? It made him sound so pathetic; he was not willing to face that, not even if he was the only one who knew the reason.
He closed his eyes, his hand returning to scratching behind Chibi's ears in an unconscious effort to regain some sense of self. The simple act took him to a better place.
He swallowed that lump growing in his throat, his voice dropping. "Right. I, um." Another pause. "I'd appreciate it."
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The fact remained that even though BLUs Machina was still in pieces he at least had his knife still and, once modified, the rifle he had taken from the police station. His counterpart on the other hand was totally unarmed, and for a Sniper that just wouldn't do.
"Alroight. Gimmie a week or so."
And with that he turned back to his bow, wood shavings curling around his feet.
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For now he was just here to be with his friends, and help RED if he needed it, which he seemed to be a bit by just being here to pet.
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He pushed a deep breath through him, in and out. He needed some iota of control; it was what kept him focused, what allowed him to keep moving. Helplessness had been a driving force behind his actions for the majority of his life, as he'd sworn he'd never be placed in such a position again; to have that control stripped away completely was maddening. Like something untamed and uncaged, it devoured him from the inside.
He continued to scratch behind Chibi's ears, his hand shaking as he forced it all down. "I s'ppose I ought to keep the fingers I still have busy," he said, his eyes still locked on a spot outside the room. "I could take a look at your gun while I'm here, if you brought it to me. Can't weld it back together, but I can get the rest working. Might take my mind off the pain."
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But the temptation was there. BLU was loathe to admit it, but he had gotten as far as he could with his gun. He loved that thing, but it was just far too advanced for him, he had no idea what else was wrong with it. He had parts that he didn't know where they went or what they did, but he wasn't going to give up on his baby. That gun had been with him for a while, and he planned on having it with him for a while longer.
The RED had already proven that he knew how to fix guns when he had taken the Machina earlier. He could probably continue from where the BLU had left off. But Sniper wasn't sure if he wanted to put his livelihood in the hands of the enemy, even an enemy whose life he had saved.
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