yes this is a griping post
ok here goes
... so here i am, sitting in my room listening to cheesy music that i found on my old hard drive. I am locked in my room, watching my every move because, hey who's downstairs macking it out with my brother?????? you guessed it. JILL. Its disgusting. good for andrew that he's found someone, and its not his fault that Jill and I do not get along. BUT! He does NOT need to bring her over EVERY SINGLE DAY, when he knows im home, and he DOES NOT NEED to be like, "yeah i know its awkward for you, but dont worry. we'll be downstairs with the door closed. we wont come upstairs". does he think i dont know what theyre doing??? idiot.
which brings me to my next point. This is pathetic.
Im in my room on my computer listening to songs called "wherever you will go" and "love should be a crime" and wishing that someone liked me and i liked them back. (another issue all in itself) then i think of my brother and his bitchy girlfriend hooking up downstairs... WHAT THE FUCK? seriously???? am i some freak of nature that is destined to watch everyone act like normal teens while i sit at my computer and gripe???
oh! and now, my parents have found out that andrew, Jill, and all their friends who are NOTHING at ALL to envy, have their limos and stuff figured out for prom. Who's not got a date? whos social life has been split in two? you guessed it. Me.
So now my parents are taking into their own hands... asking me about people in my classes who i could ask to prom... people they dont know and only can remember their names b/c of random associations. Not only is it humiliating to not have a date, but its doubly as embarrassing because my parents are comparing me to my brother and trying to set me up with people!!! grr. We'll see what happens.
I kinda wish things would stop being so crazy.
... so here i am, sitting in my room listening to cheesy music that i found on my old hard drive. I am locked in my room, watching my every move because, hey who's downstairs macking it out with my brother?????? you guessed it. JILL. Its disgusting. good for andrew that he's found someone, and its not his fault that Jill and I do not get along. BUT! He does NOT need to bring her over EVERY SINGLE DAY, when he knows im home, and he DOES NOT NEED to be like, "yeah i know its awkward for you, but dont worry. we'll be downstairs with the door closed. we wont come upstairs". does he think i dont know what theyre doing??? idiot.
which brings me to my next point. This is pathetic.
Im in my room on my computer listening to songs called "wherever you will go" and "love should be a crime" and wishing that someone liked me and i liked them back. (another issue all in itself) then i think of my brother and his bitchy girlfriend hooking up downstairs... WHAT THE FUCK? seriously???? am i some freak of nature that is destined to watch everyone act like normal teens while i sit at my computer and gripe???
oh! and now, my parents have found out that andrew, Jill, and all their friends who are NOTHING at ALL to envy, have their limos and stuff figured out for prom. Who's not got a date? whos social life has been split in two? you guessed it. Me.
So now my parents are taking into their own hands... asking me about people in my classes who i could ask to prom... people they dont know and only can remember their names b/c of random associations. Not only is it humiliating to not have a date, but its doubly as embarrassing because my parents are comparing me to my brother and trying to set me up with people!!! grr. We'll see what happens.
I kinda wish things would stop being so crazy.