The Universe Tends to Unfold As It Should...
I sure fucking hope so... So let me give you the 4-1-1 on the latest goings on...
I am in Grand Rapids... Why, you may ask? Because I have a doctors appointment on Monday for my anxiety attacks... Lately I've been suffering from anxiety attacks... And extreme insomnia... So on Monday, they will probably prescribe me to some sleeping aids and some muscle relaxers to take when I have an anxiety attack...
My boyfriend, AJ, is in jail... Until June... He violated his parole by "having contact with an officer of the law". My life is practically nonexistant now. That is causing me a lot of anxiety... I hear from him once a week... When he can call... He is in Mecosta County Jail... and will soon be transferred to the Lake County T.R.V. in Baldwin. He has 75 days at T.R.V. And probably 19 more days in Mecosta... I miss him like the sun misses the flower.. Haha, A Knight's Tale... Great flick.
Last Saturday, my Uncle Brad passed away... His funeral was Thursday... That was a very sad day.
My boyfriend went to jail the 9th of February, my Uncle died the 12th of February... I've been sick with strep throat/pharyngitis for two weeks... Basically, this has not been the best of years thus far... On a more positive note, I have 58 schools days left until my last day of high school forever! Some 96 days until my boyfriend gets out of jail and we can move in together... Some 130 days until I start college... Wow, I need to not be to anxious to get the fuck out of Montabella... That's probably why i have anxiety attacks...
Also, I've been so goddamn sick and tired of being at home, but have nowhere else to go... My Aunt Esmo has me cleaning up messes that aren't mine, but her lazy fat sons, rather... And he gets to sit on his lazy ass in his pajamas and not do a goddamn thing except dig his grave with a spoon and watch cartoons all day long... Just like when he was 7. Today I finally blew right the fuck up about it... My mood has ALSO been out of sorts lately...
I chopped all my hair off and dyed it black... I'm in dire need of a new piercing... I also need a tattoo... But the way my finances are that's not going to be happening anytime soon...
Well... I don't really lead that interesting of a life... I know I tell you all that everytime I have an entry in this... But, it's true..
I can give you this exciting news... I passed all my classes last semester... WOO HOO!!!
Okay... I'm not that enthused about it... I guess I will chat with you all later...
<3ana<3
I am in Grand Rapids... Why, you may ask? Because I have a doctors appointment on Monday for my anxiety attacks... Lately I've been suffering from anxiety attacks... And extreme insomnia... So on Monday, they will probably prescribe me to some sleeping aids and some muscle relaxers to take when I have an anxiety attack...
My boyfriend, AJ, is in jail... Until June... He violated his parole by "having contact with an officer of the law". My life is practically nonexistant now. That is causing me a lot of anxiety... I hear from him once a week... When he can call... He is in Mecosta County Jail... and will soon be transferred to the Lake County T.R.V. in Baldwin. He has 75 days at T.R.V. And probably 19 more days in Mecosta... I miss him like the sun misses the flower.. Haha, A Knight's Tale... Great flick.
Last Saturday, my Uncle Brad passed away... His funeral was Thursday... That was a very sad day.
My boyfriend went to jail the 9th of February, my Uncle died the 12th of February... I've been sick with strep throat/pharyngitis for two weeks... Basically, this has not been the best of years thus far... On a more positive note, I have 58 schools days left until my last day of high school forever! Some 96 days until my boyfriend gets out of jail and we can move in together... Some 130 days until I start college... Wow, I need to not be to anxious to get the fuck out of Montabella... That's probably why i have anxiety attacks...
Also, I've been so goddamn sick and tired of being at home, but have nowhere else to go... My Aunt Esmo has me cleaning up messes that aren't mine, but her lazy fat sons, rather... And he gets to sit on his lazy ass in his pajamas and not do a goddamn thing except dig his grave with a spoon and watch cartoons all day long... Just like when he was 7. Today I finally blew right the fuck up about it... My mood has ALSO been out of sorts lately...
I chopped all my hair off and dyed it black... I'm in dire need of a new piercing... I also need a tattoo... But the way my finances are that's not going to be happening anytime soon...
Well... I don't really lead that interesting of a life... I know I tell you all that everytime I have an entry in this... But, it's true..
I can give you this exciting news... I passed all my classes last semester... WOO HOO!!!
Okay... I'm not that enthused about it... I guess I will chat with you all later...
<3ana<3