16 days and counting...
I don't know what I think, but I do know this... I think too much. I find when I concentrate on thinking less, I concentrate better on being productive in the academic sense, but my life loses control. My heart and head are bursting through my skin to get a bit of attention, then after a few tears, my significant other is always there to help me put it back into proportion. I hate upsetting him, but sometimes, I dunno, I feel like something must be done. Then, he says those words that calm my soul... and I'm fine. I'm soo fine.
And high school is almost done, and A... My Name is Alice is almost to a point where WE can start owning it, and she says not another word about our part of it, and Senior Showcase is going to be sweet, and ABIGAIL my baby neice should be here any day now, and Pizzano's is gonna fire me, but I can find another job before I move, and I see kids in the hallways working on Breaking Out! material, which will jump up on us any moment, and I'm working on graduation announcements, and I have the most beautiful, sexy, caring, and yes, very WEIRD lover in the whole world. The mixture of neurotic white girl and neurotic puerto rican is quite dangerous.
16 days... and I will be free of these strings that bind forever. And in a few more months, I'll say bring on the new strings.
Love.
And high school is almost done, and A... My Name is Alice is almost to a point where WE can start owning it, and she says not another word about our part of it, and Senior Showcase is going to be sweet, and ABIGAIL my baby neice should be here any day now, and Pizzano's is gonna fire me, but I can find another job before I move, and I see kids in the hallways working on Breaking Out! material, which will jump up on us any moment, and I'm working on graduation announcements, and I have the most beautiful, sexy, caring, and yes, very WEIRD lover in the whole world. The mixture of neurotic white girl and neurotic puerto rican is quite dangerous.
16 days... and I will be free of these strings that bind forever. And in a few more months, I'll say bring on the new strings.
Love.