Jul 06, 2006 00:08
not that most if anyone who read my other post got it, but i tested my theory. as supposed, it is true, there exists a dark power within me. up until now i was unaware of its effect on my life or that it even happened. in some way, i wish i could appologize to everyone it has effected, but that would require explaining my idea, something that at this point would get me laughed at or admitted to a psych ward. there is nothing i can do about the past, but now i know whats going on. some might say that regulating it is not good, not enough fun. ill admit, i have fun, it is enjoyable, to know that i have this capability, but at the same time, i dont consider it fair to others involved. plus right now it threatens to burn me as well. absolute power corrupts..... how will i fare?
alex