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"it's been a crappy week. losing friends is never a fun task. i didn't even do anything but something ended. that's all. maybe someday my intellect and passion will fight it out.
i told him he was beautiful, he said that was the first time anyone has ever said something like that to him. well that won't be the only time it happens. i don't think it matters anymore though. nothing matters in the end. all those lonely people pretending to have a smile on there face. why are they lying to themselves? i feel quite lonely right now. eh, it happens and other nights i'll feel so alive. good-bye bobby.
i am a picky bastard. if you can't talk i can't date you. if you don't care about the war, innocent people dying and finding who you really are i can't date you. if you can't sit there and play guitar singing to anyone but really only to yourself i don't want to date you. god. what's wrong with me.
yes i put too much time into thinking about it. she asked if i did. well damnit i do"
im not so sure that she thinks about these things before she does them. the breaking up part, sure, but when she says yes to someone, i dont know. its been a busy month so far, for all of us...
and this year will prove to be a huge part of this book, methinks.
more on that when millenium comes.
i told him he was beautiful, he said that was the first time anyone has ever said something like that to him. well that won't be the only time it happens. i don't think it matters anymore though. nothing matters in the end. all those lonely people pretending to have a smile on there face. why are they lying to themselves? i feel quite lonely right now. eh, it happens and other nights i'll feel so alive. good-bye bobby.
i am a picky bastard. if you can't talk i can't date you. if you don't care about the war, innocent people dying and finding who you really are i can't date you. if you can't sit there and play guitar singing to anyone but really only to yourself i don't want to date you. god. what's wrong with me.
yes i put too much time into thinking about it. she asked if i did. well damnit i do"
im not so sure that she thinks about these things before she does them. the breaking up part, sure, but when she says yes to someone, i dont know. its been a busy month so far, for all of us...
and this year will prove to be a huge part of this book, methinks.
more on that when millenium comes.