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"mm i have a boyfriend. everyone said you're kathlyn you don't want a relationship. i just don't know. i just went with the flow and i like him. i like him a lot. lets just see where the winds take us. suddenly everything changed.
i'm happy but i just don't know where i want to go. these things take forever."
"having a boyfriend it's strange since i've been out of this loop for a long time because i never wanted one. it would just be too much for me to handle all the responsibility that i never had. relationships aren't my middle name i always fuck them up. it's a shame zach thinks he'll fuck our relationship up. he won't unless he did something so horrible like cheating on me or i stop liking him. he's afraid i'll stop liking him the way i do. i cannot promise that i won't because i can't see the future. high school relationships never last that long anyway, but some do. who the hell knows what the future may bring? no one does. everything is possible."
new update on this story. i had forgotten.; third limited present. thisd should be interesting. so here is what i have, it will be supplemented with her entry related to it and then some things on paper.
The Incident With The Bead
zach gave k a bead that said 'love' on both sides... she put it on a green ribbon and when nick tackled her, one side smeared off. the symbolism: day after she broke up with zach, becos of nick indirectly. nick made it impossible to love zach, while zach fully loves her..
who is zach? zach was k's b/f for a while, she broke up. i was there and nick came over, the incident occurred. her input:
"no longer dating zachary. i did it so neither of us would get hurt. hurting him would mean hurtung myself. i still...well i'll put it in my friends words
"he made it impossible for you to love zach how zach fully loves you"
.yeah there was another.
i should start believing what everyone else tells me or what i tell myself. move on and let it go. he doesn't like me...never will. i shouldn't have been so fucking stubborn.
i am a dumbass. someone could have made me aware of this too."
heh. theres other stuff too i think.,
i'm happy but i just don't know where i want to go. these things take forever."
"having a boyfriend it's strange since i've been out of this loop for a long time because i never wanted one. it would just be too much for me to handle all the responsibility that i never had. relationships aren't my middle name i always fuck them up. it's a shame zach thinks he'll fuck our relationship up. he won't unless he did something so horrible like cheating on me or i stop liking him. he's afraid i'll stop liking him the way i do. i cannot promise that i won't because i can't see the future. high school relationships never last that long anyway, but some do. who the hell knows what the future may bring? no one does. everything is possible."
new update on this story. i had forgotten.; third limited present. thisd should be interesting. so here is what i have, it will be supplemented with her entry related to it and then some things on paper.
The Incident With The Bead
zach gave k a bead that said 'love' on both sides... she put it on a green ribbon and when nick tackled her, one side smeared off. the symbolism: day after she broke up with zach, becos of nick indirectly. nick made it impossible to love zach, while zach fully loves her..
who is zach? zach was k's b/f for a while, she broke up. i was there and nick came over, the incident occurred. her input:
"no longer dating zachary. i did it so neither of us would get hurt. hurting him would mean hurtung myself. i still...well i'll put it in my friends words
"he made it impossible for you to love zach how zach fully loves you"
.yeah there was another.
i should start believing what everyone else tells me or what i tell myself. move on and let it go. he doesn't like me...never will. i shouldn't have been so fucking stubborn.
i am a dumbass. someone could have made me aware of this too."
heh. theres other stuff too i think.,