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There's a crazy feeling with mental health issues. It's that moment in time when you completely understand that everything you're freaking out about and everything that you're doing to yourself is completely unnecessary, but you have no ability, or maybe no desire, to stop. You continue to cry and scream and panic. Your heart still continues to race. Your head continues to spin, and for a single moment in time you are aware of your issues but have no way of stopping it. It's that moment that you feel completely and utterly insane.