Mar 29, 2006 12:44
today is a bad day and somthign told me it was going to be bad,
i went to the beach with jessica so we could talk about things ( cause im moving and stuff ) and we started to talk and we started to talk about our relationship and she wanted to just have fun with out tittles and i wanted a relationship, so things get worst she moving to NYC when she gets she degree and she doesn't have time for a relationship so we broke up we're "friends" now so when she droped me off we where still talking in the car she parked two houses down from my house and we huged then i gave her, her last kiss and when i did that it hurt, it took awhile but i got out and walked twoard the house and it was the longist walk i had ever takin, just the feeling of depression hitting the heart and soul the thoughts of regret and sorrow, it sucks now im hella sad and really depressed,
i need to get out tonight and do somthing or i don't know how i'll end up...
im home
(562) 437-2110
if u want more info
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but i warn u im crabby...