here is the day i say whats on my mind......
well its simple im here right now tellign my story,
so before u go any further on reading grap somthing to eat and drink cause this could take long......
so from the start i was born in el central california, and i had this girl that i had as a play mate since i was like very young her name was Amanda erickson,which i had a crush on cause we have known each other for along time...and she had three sisters sara who was older and kathie who was younger, and i had the same set up but with brothers Ian who is older and landen who is younger, so our familys always had partys together, and so i had moved here to cali when i was young, here i made my friends David and Jojo, so about the time i got into third grade me moved back to El Central, in which we did stay long before i knew it we had left agian then i was in rolled into kettering elementry, in which i made friends with Courtney Wolfe....and then i had a crush on her til i lost contact with her after the fifth grade.
and then ever since i had this feeling in which i keep inside that stops me from doing anything, with everything such as relationships, goals and etc....
at first the idea sounds cool but half way through i feel like it has nothing to do with me..so im kinda ranting right now just bare with me here....
so all my life i have been yelled at and told i wasn't going to be anything but like my father ( which is a Bum )
and all i could do is Shut Down and that is usually how i handle things if i can't metally handle it....i would like to fix it but ( im so far in the sea i can't swim )
anywasy in High School i was a loser, i hung ou twith losers til my sophmore year i found a bunch of guy (at the time ) who seemed cool but in fact wasn't , and i didn't find that out til i matured in late junior year early senior year....but did quite mature yet, i had found another group ( assholes )
the group who is completly not respectfull of thier peers and superiors...and i got mixed in the wrong crowd, this crowd did drugs like nothing was wrong with them, did wierd things and went to wierd places, and i didn't noticed til i matured agian and saw i was stupid to see them as friends and the whole fact that i wasn't getting any respect within the group i was lower in that pole of power....
so i left that and surounded myself around people who knew what they wanted in life and they had thier goals straight...snd i had started a small Web disgn busnuess with my firends Nathan and Jason called R.I.C.E. Productions
which stands for Revolutinary Innovative Corprate Evolutionary
and it was a joke but kinda got serious and is serious....
so still cause i got in the bad crowds in High School i failed classes and now am attending Long Beach School for Adults
to finish up my credits and get my deploma and go to college.......
and thats my story so u know how i lived in my life.......u know my backround and what happened.....
so before u go any further on reading grap somthing to eat and drink cause this could take long......
so from the start i was born in el central california, and i had this girl that i had as a play mate since i was like very young her name was Amanda erickson,which i had a crush on cause we have known each other for along time...and she had three sisters sara who was older and kathie who was younger, and i had the same set up but with brothers Ian who is older and landen who is younger, so our familys always had partys together, and so i had moved here to cali when i was young, here i made my friends David and Jojo, so about the time i got into third grade me moved back to El Central, in which we did stay long before i knew it we had left agian then i was in rolled into kettering elementry, in which i made friends with Courtney Wolfe....and then i had a crush on her til i lost contact with her after the fifth grade.
and then ever since i had this feeling in which i keep inside that stops me from doing anything, with everything such as relationships, goals and etc....
at first the idea sounds cool but half way through i feel like it has nothing to do with me..so im kinda ranting right now just bare with me here....
so all my life i have been yelled at and told i wasn't going to be anything but like my father ( which is a Bum )
and all i could do is Shut Down and that is usually how i handle things if i can't metally handle it....i would like to fix it but ( im so far in the sea i can't swim )
anywasy in High School i was a loser, i hung ou twith losers til my sophmore year i found a bunch of guy (at the time ) who seemed cool but in fact wasn't , and i didn't find that out til i matured in late junior year early senior year....but did quite mature yet, i had found another group ( assholes )
the group who is completly not respectfull of thier peers and superiors...and i got mixed in the wrong crowd, this crowd did drugs like nothing was wrong with them, did wierd things and went to wierd places, and i didn't noticed til i matured agian and saw i was stupid to see them as friends and the whole fact that i wasn't getting any respect within the group i was lower in that pole of power....
so i left that and surounded myself around people who knew what they wanted in life and they had thier goals straight...snd i had started a small Web disgn busnuess with my firends Nathan and Jason called R.I.C.E. Productions
which stands for Revolutinary Innovative Corprate Evolutionary
and it was a joke but kinda got serious and is serious....
so still cause i got in the bad crowds in High School i failed classes and now am attending Long Beach School for Adults
to finish up my credits and get my deploma and go to college.......
and thats my story so u know how i lived in my life.......u know my backround and what happened.....