Prison visit... [Screened from Regina - YOU CAN'T READ THIS ;_;]
This entry is a little late in coming, but it took me some time to get my thoughts together enough to post...
Regina came to visit the other day. I feel guilty about posting this entry without her being able to read it, but I'm not sure I'd be able to say anything otherwise. I knew it was going to be difficult, but I still wasn't entirely prepared. I...lied to her. It was the last thing I wanted to do, but I told her everything would be all right. It's exactly the kind of treatment I used to blame everyone for, but the truth is I'm far more guilty than anyone. I don't know if I'm strong enough to be honest with her. And I owe her more than that.
It's something...I have to work a lot harder on.
Regina came to visit the other day. I feel guilty about posting this entry without her being able to read it, but I'm not sure I'd be able to say anything otherwise. I knew it was going to be difficult, but I still wasn't entirely prepared. I...lied to her. It was the last thing I wanted to do, but I told her everything would be all right. It's exactly the kind of treatment I used to blame everyone for, but the truth is I'm far more guilty than anyone. I don't know if I'm strong enough to be honest with her. And I owe her more than that.
It's something...I have to work a lot harder on.