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Aug 18, 2004 22:11

I’ll tell you right now friend, this post isn’t for you.

It’s for her.

Go ahead and ask me how my world is lately; for once I actually have something substantial to tell you about it. This little feeling that has suddenly taken over my mind is new, hardly rational and entirely perfect - I call it Sarah for short.

It’s so damn near impossible to really put in words the effect you have on me. In such short time, I’m already finding myself wanting to be with you every second I’m awake, to make the most of this situation while it’s here. All things considered, I was a pretty happy and carefree kid up until this all sort of happened, and now it’s just ridiculous, I feel like such an overwhelmed little kid. I didn’t think that happiness like this was out there until you brought it my way.

She’s the type of girl that can make repeat episodes even better than the first time.
She’s the type of girl who catches me off guard, just to tell me she missed me.
She’s the type of girl whose smile absolutely kills me.

I want to know everything about you.

I want you to know everything about me.

I want to be everything you need and want and didn’t expect.

I promised myself that I’d be good at this, and I will be for you.

I am hardly much of anything worth your trouble, and just by writing that, I can already hear your voice in my head arguing against it. I think this is one of the big reasons why I think so much of you: you make me feel like I’m doing something right.

You refuse to let me down.
Thank you.

And you have no idea how much that changes everything for me.
Thank you.

Stick with me kiddo.
I will take care of you.

And just for the record, no, you don’t have to worry.
I could never get tired of this.
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