Mar 16, 2005 12:16
Home again.
It’s hard to believe but this sincerely was the only occasion in which I can mark that I went out of the country or state with just a few select friends. Even despite my mom’s much appreciated ability to look past what the road of youth entails, it was way more fitting for my taste to not even have to worry about checking in with status reports and such about my health and what I was currently up to. From the moment we arrived to the beach, the debauchery was underway. Mexico was just one piece of irony that you still had the ability to stand or walk down the street at night coming out of Manny’s Beach Club or Baja. Oh, the adventures we shared, Mexico.
What were some of the highlights?
- The price of liquor and finding out how much I really do enjoy the taste of certain brands of beer. (Sol, ect…).
- Tom throwing up on the floor of our hotel.
- Tom deliberately peeing on the floor of our hotel.
- Soma’s sold like candy.
- The insane amount of really attractive girls.
- The ridiculous scene at the hotel when literally everyone around you was just trashed out of their mind.
- The girl’s my age that were at Manny’s on the last night.
- Baja, Baja and Baja.
- Creepily standing on the outside of the dance floor and looking at a certain girl or two, asking for a dance eventually, and ultimately being shut down.
There are plenty of other details that I shall tell you but can’t really do justice for through a post like this. Just know that I had a good time.
One thing I decided back in Mexico though, was that settling for somebody other than to just ‘hook up’ in someplace like Mexico where nothing matters, is generally not so good of a thing. But one thing I’m great at is contradicting myself, so the girl who has been overly flirty with me at Shabu Fondue and I may possibly have a date this weekend. I’m not really into her but at the same time I also have no real prospects; nothing more serious than, ‘hey, let’s just have a good time’. What worries me is she probably isn’t on the same page as me, she’ll probably invest herself into something deeper then that. Apparently, last night though I pushed the envelope too far and now we’re set to see a movie this weekend.
Can anyone tell me what the fuck I’m doing?
The other side to it is I met Leanne’s (Row’s sister) friend down in Mexico; her name is Lexi. We talked for awhile at Manny’s and she seemed cool as hell but I don’t know enough about her or really know how to get myself into a position to find out anymore about her. So that is my dilemma at the moment in time. The girl I don’t really care for and I are hanging out this weekend, and the girl I’d potentially like to care for isn’t even around.
There’s a lot of reasons I’ll be burning in hell in enough time from now.