Mar 04, 2005 00:58
What am I doing?
Taking steps backwards. Taking some forward. This is such a stupid post and I'll regret it in the morning, but whatever.
Apparently some people aren't my biggest fans in the world right now. They'll probably end up reading this at some point or another, and if they do, I just want them to know that the only thing I really have to say to them is a petty 'fuck you' and a middle finger. Anytime I even seem like a flake, a jerk, or a dick you're so quick to jump on my back and resent me with all the energy you have at the time. I consider you good friends and am genuinely sincere about all the things I say to you, but I'm not going to stand on a soap box time after time and try to convince you of that, so honestly: fuck you. And you can stop talking shit about me to my friends because the message was received.
Goddamn... angry posts never make good writing.
I'm not sorry that I'm doing my own thing nowadays; I had to transfer the majority of my time and energy towards working so that I can pay for my car to get fixed already.
I'm a lot of things. Some of them are positive. Some of them aren't nearly as noteworthy. It's ultimately your call to make whether or not you revere me as a friend or not. I'm not going to be hurt by you being one less well wisher than I could possibly have. Promise.