Since I just woke up, I'm not really sure if I read your entry correctly, and I am far too lazy to read it again. So, I'll comment from what I think I understood.
You're depressed, but you're not. You're lonely, but you don't want any pity. You want to hide the truth of your sadness yet you don't want to deny that it's there. That's good.
Am I making sense? Wow.
It's okay to be alone sometimes. Remember all these stupid annoying people who comment on your journal actually care about you enough to sit and read what you write about your life.
To die a virgin would not be quite as horrible as you think. It's better to die clean then to die knowing that you've not only lustfully used some girl, but that a girl has done the same. I am a virgin and oddly proud. Waiting is a good idea. =) Especially if it's not lust that caught you at your best.
Ha, you have a pretty good perception of people, even for being tired. The virgin thing was definitely a joke, although, if I get some rare disease in the next year and I end up laying on what I know to be my death bed, I'll at least be a little pissed off that this hopeless game of mine really didn't do favors for me in the long run. Also, everyone who comments here, I really don't consider myself above them or anything. The post I wrote earlier was just me being honest: I'm too lazy to read about most people's lives. Be that as it may, I still contend the thought that I'm really not such a bad person overall, but people like you, I appreciate the fact that you leave me your own thoughts about my own thoughts. Kind of makes the my little world seem that less crazy.
Party Foul___justsettleOctober 29 2004, 15:05:26 UTC
I have to say, to die a virgin would be a terrible, terrible thing. Discrediting lust is denying yourself basic instinct and pleasure...and you should always be clean, no matter what the act is :) -Ty's older, awesome brother, Chuck
So, I'll comment from what I think I understood.
You're depressed, but you're not. You're lonely, but you don't want any pity. You want to hide the truth of your sadness yet you don't want to deny that it's there.
That's good.
Am I making sense? Wow.
It's okay to be alone sometimes. Remember all these stupid annoying people who comment on your journal actually care about you enough to sit and read what you write about your life.
To die a virgin would not be quite as horrible as you think. It's better to die clean then to die knowing that you've not only lustfully used some girl, but that a girl has done the same. I am a virgin and oddly proud. Waiting is a good idea. =) Especially if it's not lust that caught you at your best.
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I've been wanting to ask, and you may decline, but do you think I could call you sometime?
My cell gets free long distance.
Anway, just a question, maybe slightly odd, maybe you're too busy, I don't know.
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