Im scared
Im scared I might lose Kim. I have been making mistakes and Im just scared that I might end of losing her entirely. She broke up with me last night and I have been feeling worse since. I feel so bad not only cause she broke up with me but because I made the mistake of doing the things I did. I just she hasnt given up on me and hopefully will let me show her that I realized my mistakes and are going to fix them and be the Adam that she originally fell in love with. I just want her and I happy together again cause she is the woman I want to marry and be with. So I hope she can just forgive me for my past mistakes and let me make it up to her and just be the happy couple again. I was very wrong for smuthering her and always pissing her off and saying alot of things I shouldnt have said. I really just dont want to lose her. I cryed like 4 times at work today and threw up in the bathroom. I know she is the one for me cause I wouldnt have lost sleep and feel the way if she wasnt. I hope I can have her back cause I love her sooo much