May 19, 2005 23:59
It has been awhile since I have written in this so I figured I would just leave alittle. I'm happy but sad right now. I'm confused but dealing. I joined a car club called Beyond reality. Its cool. I have a couple of my own sponsors besides the club sponsors. So the cars making its way to being done. Im happy enough. I think I am realizing more than I am better without and its helping me coop which is a good thing. I'm taking things step by step and I think Im becoming alittle more mellow and less crazy as I was. I have a crush but I dont think it will work but some of my friends are tryin to help out and make it work which is stuck in my mind. That whole situation is just confusing too me and I think I'd rather just let things go and happen. But life is as good as it can get for me at the moment. Not to shabby but it aint the tash ma hall...yea so Thats for the most part whats been up.